Selamat Hari Raya.
So some pics of raya.
Will be added more.

It looks like this is the first & the last post for the parenting journey series i planned to do since i have delivered the baby on the 4th of July 2007.. so sad that the 1st post (which was in my Friendster) was only a day before the delivery. it was still too early as the baby is only 23 weeks old so he didnt survive.. yes, he's a boy and we named him MUHAMMAD ADIB..he weighed 1.02 pounds and he was so perfect.. he was asleep, he was pink, he also had a lot of dark hair, he was quite long, his tiny little fingers, hands, legs and toes, even the fingernails were all perfect.. we kept on saying how beautiful, perfect and tiny he was.. masya Allah..

I was about to post few scan pic and some clinic visit but i guess its all history now.. i remember my hubby said "i have my cam that day but trust me i just can't shoot a thing..." until today he just can't see anything worth to shoot but didnt regret not shooting the baby. He just can't do it. luckily i was able to go thru a normal labour process and now doing well i am, alhamdulillah. and i am eternally grateful to have him beside me all the time.. he was truly wonderful during my labor with his tremendous support..he is my soul mate and without his love, care, kindness, devotion and understanding i think i would have given up. We did have our bad times but we weren't prepared to give in.

When i had my first scan, we could see our little baby for the first time on the screen, the baby was growing, everything was fine. Everyday my little bump was getting bigger and stronger. I would just sit, watch and wait for movements..No one knows exactly how special this baby was to us both. A new little life was growing inside made of out of so much love. We just couldn't wait for our baby to be born to love and cherish for ever.. But our precious baby boy was finally there with us and we never heard a little cry.. total silence.. Everyone was crying in the delivery room, it was so sad.. Nothing anyone could say or do could ease the pain we were going through..

Looking back now, i realise and understand that as traumatic as it was - it was God's way. There is not a day that passes by when we do not think of our baby. We always tell we have a son - our little angel when people ask how many children we have. After all Adib did exist. And i never thought that i would be able to look back and smile at those difficult and sad times.. to this day i can still remember how it felt.

I just wanna say thanks to all that wish us well.. I really can not put in to words how much all of my close family mean to me/us and wanna thank them all for their kindness and support throughout this traumatic time.. Although a new chapter has begun, the begining is with us each and everyday of our lives.. We plan a second honeymoon trip before this blessed Ramadhan and hopefully everything will turn up fine after that..insyaAllah.. wish us well and thank you. Allah bless u all.. Amin.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..
Maaf Zahir & Batin..
Yang kelapangan jemputlah ke rumah..
Kita eratkan ikatan silaturrahim & persaudaraan kita..insyaAllah!

ahah..

Venue:
10 June 2006,
7 p.m - 10.30 p.m.
Dewan Tun Hamdan Syeikh Tahir, K.L
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Salam..
As per request from my friends & colleagues, here are some pictures of my blissful wedding..

Aqad : 3 June 2006, Kajang
Wedding Reception : 10 June 2006, Dewan Tun Hamdan Sheikh Tahir, Wisma Sejarah, K.L

Thanks a zillion for those who attend & for the gifts.

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Since i hv a little time to get online, i wanna share these pictures taken by myself long2 time ago.. heh. Yeah now i like photography. The picture is actually my mini fountain & i add the coloured artificial stones to reflect the LED. I love it.

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...................................................miss them all soooo very much..

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...............................Huuu.. lamanye tak updets.. byk sgt pic to be uploaded laa..

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I've uploaded some new pictures of my hantaran as Amar asked me bout the other dowries / hantaran instead of the ring..hehe. But sorry the pictures r a bit blurry bcos taken by the videocam which i think only has 2.0 megapix .. The purples were from my side (11 hantaran) & the goldens were from my fiance side (9 hantaran).

One of the hantaran was made by myself, the Chocolate Piano. It took about 2 days to finish it..heh. Not as simple as it looks. But i love it. Really. In another way, all ceramic that been used in the hantaran from my fiance were actually handmade by his mama! Mama was very assiduous in her effort to make the ceramic.. I really really appreciate it. She's really a consummate artist, rite? So beautiful & gorgeous! Thanx mama..

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..........................................................The Chocolate Piano